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Hye there!

I know it has been a long time since I have posted anything up and I would like to sincerely apologise for that. Remember I have mentioned that my face was in a really bad condition to apply anything on it? Well, it has only gotten worse over the past 3 months.

Even with medication it didn't seem to clear off...T.T

So, I decided to stop everything! I stopped the medication and I have stopped using any facial product. 

But you know what? My face started to get a little better after a whole week of stopping the usage of meds and facial products. Also, toothpaste became my best friend as it helped to heal the huge pimples on my face just after two days of applying it.

Of course, with mami's help in juicing fresh fruits for me early in the morning for 4 days straight, showed a lot of improvement!

Oh! Don't get me wrong...this sudden acne problem of mine wasn't due to any facial product that I have been using. It's just that my hormones changed drastically for the past 3 months making my skin really sensitive to almost everything now, hence why I have been refraining myself from posting about any beauty products.

I have been so stressed out and I eventually tired out my body to the point that it couldn't keep up with my busy schedule, ever since mid of December last year. And the results of fatigue showed clearly on my face and body. I even gained unnecessary weight which made me look like I had water retention issues.

My tummy has also expanded, which is every girl's nightmare!

However, I have started working out with simple exercises like jumping jacks, jogging, push ups, crunches, leg lifts and squats.

So, I'm really hoping that within 3 more weeks I would have the courage to confidently post up my beauty product reviews...there are many of those that are pending too!

I am aiming for a full body transformation and a completely healed face within a month's time.

Hopefully, if I do get to hit my target...I would share with you, my journey of transforming myself.

But this post isn't all about bad news... I have also found a little more peace in my mind and heart as I have found a man to share my life experiences with just recently. I feel that our relationship has been fueling me with more positivity that also contributed to my healing process both physically and mentally.

Let's just pray that I get to get back on the right track as soon as possible...

Till the next post, see you!

Absolute Yana


  1. Hopefully, things will go right for you in no time. May you have a better March and the coming months....

  2. All the best in getting back to your best condition! Working out in the gym really helps, at least for me it does.

  3. All the best to you, stay positive.

  4. There will always be a bad day but still be positive in many ways. I had a severe breakout last month. I stop using any cosmetic or skin care products. Then I meet Elize, the owner of the EPrime Skincare. My face looks more better now than before.
    I'm a foodie blogger so I don't expect to be thin..Hehehe!
    Hoping g that you will be back on track soon.
    Wishing you the best.

  5. You'll be back at it in no time! Take fresh fruits, lots of water, vegetables and don't take too much oily food, it does help :) And yes, good that you're not putting on facial products anymore, your skin just needs to breathe ;) Stay positive :)

  6. Oh dear,please be patience. I do have the same like you previously. Acne problem takes sometimes to recover.

  7. awww,... it happened to me once too when I was about your age... and if there are any scars, I have the weird solution for you... use pisang emas skin and rub on marks and believe me it goes away...

  8. Just stay calm and relax dear! I think your body need more rest than you think! Good luck babe and speedy recover ya.

  9. I understand how you feel. I have acne problem too and yes, it's also due to the hormones. None of the facial product I use can help cure the problem. It's not easy being a lady. Haha

  10. You can do it dear! I'm excited to see your beauty reviews! Keep blogging! :)

    Mhaan <3 | Mommy Rockin' In Style - Beauty and Mommy Blog

  11. sometimes even dermatologist or skin specialist cannot explain why some cases of acne problems can't be cured by hygiene or medications and treatments.